P. Diddy is ruled by love
12:06 GMT 25 June, 2010 | Posted by EuroVoice Team
The music mogul – who has five children from three relationships – regrets his romantic failures and is constantly striving to make himself a better partner.
He said: 'Love runs my life. When I wake up in the morning, what I do, I do for a woman.
'I wake up, I get dressed, I’m trying to be fly for a woman.
'I’ve been successful in a lot of things, but I haven’t been successful in the love area.'
Despite his romantic hopes, the rapper –whose real name is Sean Combs – thinks he is 'not easy' to love and often deliberately ruins his relationships as he doesn’t know how to handle contentment.
He added: 'It’s not just me finding someone to love, that’s me loving someone back and being mature enough to sacrifice and not be selfish.
'I’ve always f****d love up. I think I’ve had love there, but I don’t think I knew – and I still don’t know if I do – how to handle it.
'Sometimes, when somebody is trying to give me love, I get uncomfortable. I’m not an easy person to love and that’s the thing.
'I’ve never been able to achieve and conquer love.'